More or less, this is a journal post to just post something. For the most part things are going well for me. Got my certification for CPR/FA/AED and I can now start working as a care giver in town. I also still have my job at the sign shop (You'll have ta kill me to get me away from that one). Plus, my grandmother seems to be doing well.

This past weekend, Pup came up to see me for my birthday and had so much fun. ^^ Even if I did get cake smooshed into my face ( [link] ). lol

But when he went back home, I felt my heart torn in two. It's been years that I've felt this way, like since my first boyfriend YEARS ago. I've been wanting to move out and down by the pup would be a lot better place for me to try and get a job. And I'm all willing to do it; move out, get an apt., get a job and start my life on my own.

S'only one thing keeping me home, my grandmother. I've wanted to move out years ago, in town, just so she could get used to me not being home but some one was near. Well, I can't afford to do that. If I move out, it's to where I can get a job which would have to be out of town; and, I know that will just break her heart. I feel so trapped..



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